Be My Frozen Rose..

Before this winter I never knew your true beauty
A beauty shocking and amazing
Unable to be captured by time yet you’re here in this cold
I stand ready to pick you
Afraid my hands won’t be the warmth you need
A fear that quickly fades
Thirteen rose petals
And I’m ready to play your ice cold game
He loves me
For all the times I stood by his side
For all the ways I let him know it was right to be in love
He loves me not
When it counted I wasn’t there
When he was alone
I allowed him to cast a single shadow
Of all the questions for a woman to answer in her lonesome
This is not one of them
He loves me
Knowing in the coldest winters I’d be his shelter
And in the worst of days my umbrella shields the pain
He loves me not
Because I
Just like so many others
Have been a fool
Standing in time waiting for a tick
Knowing not that seconds pass faster than I can see
Only three petals to go
And I sit thinking…
not
He loves me not
So who could he love?
Does my heart not appease the heavens?
Does my smile and laughter not make him feel welcome?
Last petal
He loves me
And aside from apparent doubt
I knew he did
And I love him
In this coldest of days
In the darkest of nights
In the loneliest of times
In this February of '09
Be my frozen rose
Be my valentine.


Peace and Blessings...

Brittany Kristen S M.

Browsing...

Oh wow, that blog hurt so bad!
-runs and cries.

I did try to get there wtf.
You feel like I wasted your time.
I didn't! I was already unsure if i could get there.
I was already on the train, so it wouldn't have been a problem for me to come.
Not knowing your number by heart, what was i suppose to do.
Go home without my cell phone, get my computer, look for your number, then go to find my cell phone?
No, so i did what anybody would have done.
Yes, I retraced my steps. Found my cell phone, then went home.
You keep saying how old you are. I know.
You feel like your entertaining a child. Well, I'm no child!
That's for damn sure! I make mistakes and piss you off all in one!
I never mean too. I don't.
A child would find it funny, knowing how they could get under someones skin.
But I don't! I try to keep you happy, even tho things are rocky.
You fail to realized, when your stressed, i am too.
Because, I am usually the cause of it.
Yeah, okay I am.
You say things go from bad to worse, well you come to me then.
you won't. but whatever.
Ugh. smh, why me. I've been nothing but good to this guy.

'09 has to be a better year.

it's crazy how i write a beautiful poem, then at the end you guys see this bullshit writing.
my fault, i had to express how i fault.

Halo.

This song makes so much since right now in my life.
This is for you baby. (I Love You, with all of my heart.)


Remember those walls I built
Well baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make a sound
I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I've got my angel now

(Bridge:)
It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

(Chorus:)
Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see you halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over you face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo, halo, halo
I can see your halo, halo, halo
(x2)

(Verse 2:)
Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest nights
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light
I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like fallin'
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

(Bridge)

(Chorus)

I can feel your halo, halo, halo
I can see your halo, halo, halo
(x2)

Halo, halo oohhhh...

(Chorus)

I can feel your halo, halo, halo
I can see your halo, halo, halo....

this is the perfect song
Beyonce' is the truth!

http://www.imeem.com/beyonce/music/hm8BBmR6/beyonc_halo/

-peace & blessings.
Bonqwerla
lol.

Auditorium love

Auditorium love

The bell rings
You take my notebooks to the floor
I put sentences on your waste
Just to eat my words
You say faster and slower
So I make those your favorite verbs
Grammar goes out the window
Because right now moans become dialect
Then you fall weak
Weak like I made your heart dilate
And we come right on time
Passion is never late
I’m so elated
Your kisses are a favorite
So elated to see your patient
Since I kept you waiting
Waiting for a whisper
I tickle your fancy like a tongue or a whisker
But you don’t murmur
Screams come from the back row
I finally made you cum from the back row
Passion fills the air
Round three begins in what is to be a crowded room
Ding! ding!
Both fighters go to a corner
The bell rings
Class is over
Yet we don’t hear its sounds
Because lovers silence drowns
It fills the room
Just as the room is filled
Students rush in
Eyes watch
Yet we never stop
Stopping only when they make us
The principal comes
And a principle comes to mind
Why finish now what we can finish for 45 days
Suspension becomes our cover
The shard protecting our lust
But in 45 days we’ll be back in the auditorium
One again

ps. i havent wrote a poem in a long time so i hope you like it

peace & blessings
-bee

Obama!

Obama For You're Mother Fucking Mama!
:)
oh and im finally 18

Stay awhile.

I find myself missing him more and more everyday.
when I get off of the phone with him or just when we finish IM'ing eachother for the day,
I always want more. I might be a pest, I might bug him a bit to much, but its only because my love for him is stronger then ever now. yeah I've messed up on a number of things but, I do apologize. He's always mad at me, but maybe it's because he's truly in love with me. hmm, idk but thats it for now.

peace and blessings

-Bee