What to do, what to do? I'm really feeling some type of way about something. I can't get it out of my mind. Its pretty hard to move on when things are unfinished but I guess finished. Its really irritable. I just wanna get out of here!!!

Then my Job was so stressful the last past week, mainly because of the people that I work with.. Lazy, complaining ALL the time smh and just down right GHETTO! Ugh I deal with enough ghettoness at home (lol)
3 people were fired Friday which is unfortunate but it had to be done. And I'm kind of glad because I was tired of picking up the slack of others anyway.


(Hours later)
I've had this post opened up since earlier today but didn't finish so I might as well talk about my day today.

So today workers from others stores came in to fill the void of the fired workers.. I walked in to work and was surprised because this guy I gave a ride a week prior was at the cash register. Now this guy is hella weird and ima tell you why, lol. So about a week ago on Saturday I had to training to go to and different sales associates were there from different stores so I met all of them and we linked up on either twitter/facebook and or BBM. At the end of our training this one guy came over and started talking to me. He seemed cool and he needed a ride home so I offered and we gave him a ride to where he needed to go.. Now that seems fine right? So a day later on his day OFF at his store which is far from mine, he came up to my store just to say thank again for the ride.. Now it was just weird because why would he come to my store thanking me when he did it enough before he got out of the car??? #redflag so now that 3 people are fired at my store and we work in the SAME district he's gonna be working with me for a week or so.

He's up under me All day talking and trying to get to know me and it's like uhh.. I'm not letting you into my life lol. Hella weird going on about wanting to take me to a bar, offering me his cigarettes *for the record my lungs are CLEAN* being nice but irritating at the same time. I'm pretty sweet and I listen to him but it's like DUDE! Why are you here? lol i give you a ride, then you come randomly visit me, THEN you're working where I work it's just too much of a small world.

It's crazy that when you re single you get little to no attention but when you're in a relationship dudes come from out of the wood works trying their hand.. it's to often that dudes flirt with me nowadays.. Like whoa playa get back. Now I have to work with one.. But I have a Job and this is what I wanted so ill be okay. :)

Until next time, later!

Good girls get h*rny too.

I'm having a GOOD time with YOU! Ever just been able to express every sexual feeling you've ever had with someone? It's the greatest feeling beside (#pause it's lightening and thundering really hard out) giving yourself an orgasm. LOVE plays a big part too. BUT umm, having that one person in your life fulfill every fantasy and go above and beyond to get you past your peck is absolutely FANTASTIC! and guess what? I gots me a man like that! *blows fingernails* hehe.. sometimes its hard holding it all together because we set goals in this relationship, BUT having someone that ooze sexiness and sex appeal is tough to not want to jump all over, on top of him being hard. lol.. let me stop. But ladies understand. Never have i ever been a whore, well let me take that back because I get kind of nasty when the time is right. I like what I like and it takes a grown ass man to be able to understand what I need, and he does. Going on 24 and is an all around beast. Plus he always make sure I'm good in all aspects of my life +++. *Sings: Oh me oh my body like a monsta* lol. Finally feel like I matter, and with that I'm finally able have selfless love. I can give without receiving and I love to please. I'm not constantly sad or trapped into this. I want this, him, us! Shoot who wouldn't.. Being totally open with one person is wayyyy better then sowing your royal oats or however you say it. What I'm saying is that you guys need to get you some of what i've got! it's only right. That type of iish that makes you wanna brag about it. I never fully kiss and tell though. lol

Toodles..

Le sigh..

Umm, I really dont know how to feel right now. *rolls eyes* I'm happy but someone else isn't.. I just really wish I could have this day and you be happy for me and with me. Got a lot of love from my fam and friends but you're really what matters most right now.. I understand what youre going thru of course because ive been there.. But DANGIT! What about me? I kind of feel like you dont want me around. I dont want to bost but im excited.. I just wont say anything about me anymore.. For you to be happy.

#Blessed

So happy and thankful right now. But I guess I'll have to be happy for myself.. About 30mins ago I got the call that I've been waiting for, for weeks! I got the Job at Radio Shack but it was a long process that I had to go thru first before being able to start working. That's what the call was about ^_^ I start working on Thursday and I'm so excited, but more relieved then anything. This is the break that I've been needing/wanting. This is the something new that I was talking about. *sighs* I'm proud of myself. I honestly never give myself enough credit. I knew that once I started being true to myself that things would all fall into place. I'm so grateful and thankful for everything that's going on in my life right now. Momma always said that trouble don't last always and she was right. Now I gotta go tell my friends so they can be extra happy with me :) Swear ill be the best Radio Shack employee ever. Haha :)