Realized a lot last night after watching "If you really knew me". I set back and reflected with Pooh last night and cried. Its so much pain I have deep within me, that I'm not sure what to do. I feel like I'm gonna be stuck here forever. Noah, I finally feel what you feel. In so many ways I can relate because it was so much that you wanted to do but your dad held you back. Now I'm in the same boat. Ill be 20 soon and I refuse to let my family hold me back any longer. I hope all is well with you and your family, still. And I pray for you often.
Ps. You never actually know what ppl are going through until you're up next to go through simular or possibly the same Situation.