Feeling like F it all.

Ever feel like you've emotionally shut down? That's how I feel right now. I don't have thick skin and I take everything to heart.. Guess it's my choice to pick and choose what matters and what doesn't.

Quotes

Distance means so little, when the person means so much.

Confession

When I miss you, I stalk you.

... I'm not quite obsessed but umm, I miss you..


Plays Sam Cooke..



At first I thought it was infatuation
But woo, it's lasted so long
Now I find myself wanting
To marry you and take you home
Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh

You, you, you, you send me
I know you send me
I know you send me
Honest you do



More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmania.com/you_send_me_lyrics_sam_cooke.html
All about Sam Cooke: http://www.musictory.com/music/Sam+Cooke

Random guy: Why the fukk do you have a cell phone..

if all you do is text??...
iz that like the new trend wit females now? niggas gotta go thru this long ass drawn out ass process of textin the bitch for about a month & a half, until SHE feels like we can now go past a texting conversation... its the lamest shit EVER. we might as well go back to 1999 when we had two way pagers then... since a bitch aint tryna talk to u. im just sayin... communication is going down the drain. if u think im finna be finger fuckin my phone everytime i wanna talk to u.... u trippin. come on now, get it together ladies.. itz easier to knock a bitch talkin than it iz textin...
wtf iz texting??
what part of the game iz that?
u cant really serenade a bitch if u typing letters...
obviously u not a player if you think this shit is cool.



Me: o.O
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Good Dick?

So... I'm watching "Good Dick" and this movie is WILD! It's been about 22mins since the start of the movie and I'm like WOOOOOOOOOOW! No it's not all overly sexed up or anything, but this guy works at a video store and he's like OBSESSED with one of the customers... *MAJOR side-eye* LOL. This weird freakin guy sleeps in his car OUTSIDE of her building.. Eek *screams to the freakin top of my lungs* randomly comes to her apartment door and tries to talk to her, making up lies just to get into her apartment. This chick must be off her rocker!!!! It doesn't even seem like they know each others names... And yes all of the DOT DOT DOTS are necessary.. He eventually gets into her place and it's kinda weird the first time but nothing extreme happens. The second time he gets into her place he ask to watch an erotica movie with her which is the type of movies she would buy from his store, she declines LOL. #pause This $h!+ is weird, but I must say it's kind of a turn on because it's different and I like different O.o So around the third time he comes over they finally watch the movie together and he claims he doesn't like it... (DID I MENTION that he watched her masturbate at the beginning of the movie, so this guy followed her HOME and hasn't missed at night outside of or in her house since. Woooooooo Nelly! ) The forth time they eat ice cream pops and watch more movies and they talk about how big the guys cock is on the screen, LOL. Cock sounds so weird to me, kinda makes me feel like a little child inside, hahaha. Anywho, They make a bet that if his cock is bigger then the guy(8in.) on the screen that he gets to sleep in her bed. *Dun dun dunnnnnnnn* IT IS! so they sleep in the same bed, act all weird, he recites some poetry or tells her a story idk, but eventually she gets up in the morning and takes a shower and while shes bathing, he masturbates in her bed. Ok, Ok, OKAY! I'm takin aback BECAUSE it all doesn't make sense. Why let a random guy come into your house? let him sleep on your couch? let him watch erotica movies with you? then sleep in your bed? Yep this girl is officially considered "Creepy". Some of these situations are understandable but the rest are just down right CRAZY! I wanna know why hasn't she slept with him yet? is she a-sexual, lesbian or possibly she just doesn't get down like that. *Shrugs* (Watches movie until something interesting I like happens) :). *5 minutes go by* She's a loner and all she does is stay home watch erotica and masturbate, and he doesn't understand why.. Ha sounds all to familiar. She's pretty much well off and doesn't work and he stays in her apartment with her. He gets her out of her place for a first and tries to get her to enjoy life. The type of movies she watches aren't even penetrating and or anything to get aroused off of. This chick just needs to get laid! Honestly I'm up to the part where nothing else can be explained you guys just have to see the movie.

I LOVED it <3. Soooo up my alley of movies.
Hope yall enjoyed my commentary :)
Until next time

-B

okay.

I HATE subliminal messages.
If you have anything to say, SAY IT TO ME!
Seriously?


how old are we? WTH


then when you talk to the person about it, everything is supposedly fine..
I'm really gonna start letting you know where you could go.

I'm still up and I'm thinking about you.
After all this time you still manage to have my heart!
<3

Phill Wade & Friends Jam Session 14

Lawd i be feeling like this all the time.
that shall be over sooner than later tho.
Phill & Enjolee are a great duo.
:)

*Why don't you open youre mouth and talk to me?*

Only Girl In The World(With Me)

SWEAR I SING THIS SONG JUST LIKE THIS!!! LOL
hE IS SOOOOO FUNNY!
I LOVE THIS LITTLE GUY!

Like A G6(With Me)

I adore this little guy!

I'm extremely emotional right now.
I'm just stuck in this blank place
I hate crying but I can't seem to stop

Too much Lasgna -_-

So I'm on the toilet and I'm having some troubles...
I was suffering the same time last year.
Come on Brit. Let's not make this a habbit, OMG!

WWE Nation!

So I'm like Wrestling fanatic now, and that man up above is my FAVORITE wrestler. It took for me to go to the WWE show September 6th to make me realize what I was missing out on! I had an AMAZING time. Definitely one of the BEST moments in my life. The lights, cameras, fireworks and most of all the Wrestlers! When John Cena Came out I was Screaming and singing along to his theme song! 19yrs old at the time and I swear I felt like his BIGGEST fan in the mist of like thousands of other Cena fans! I felt like he connected with me, LOL. Had on my Cena Hat and my Cena "You can't see me big hand". Jumping up and down more then the little kid beside me. I was really in touch with my inner child that night. For all of these years, THIS is what my Dad, brother, cousin and uncles LOVED to watch! I just blew it off, but all the while the Rock was still my father and Trish Stratus was my Mother lol. Hahahaha... Those were the days. Any who here are some other wrestlers that I use to like...



LEGENDS! Edge & Christian "Both were reunited at the Slammy Awards last night, I was happy!" The Dudley boyz "My uncle loved these guys lol, they were two of my favs too". The Hardy Boyz "I mean I loved these two They were tag team killers" ha.




This guy right here... Wade Beret.. I CAN'T STAND HIM! He's the reason Cena had to join the nexus, the reason Cena got fired and the reason I've been miserable since September. He has done nothing but order his Buffoonery group of tards around trying to destroy the Cenation and the WWE nation. I have no reapect for him. Argh!!! LOL Since Cena got rehired last night I'm HAPPY! ALL THINGS ARE BACK WERE THEY ARE SUPPOSE TO BE! MWAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!


December 30th I will be at the show, downtown at the verizon center with my purple and yellow shirt! Screaming "You can't see me! My time is NOW!" :o) -rubs hands together- that is all..

Phill Wade & Friends vol.1

Don't mean to overload you with post today but this is a MUST!
@MrPhillWade's Mixtape came out today! I was excited because of course I've been a fan of his since his first youtube video "Best trey songz impersonation EVER!"
Go to his website: www.phillwade.com and Download this magical soundtrack to a lot of peoples lives :)





ps. I will dance to "Party Line" at my wedding recepetion. :o)
I got the dance moves down pact.

OK. I adore Brandy not really Terrence, my first boyfriend looked exactly like him and ugh.. x_x

Nonetheless, lol. Rumors are that these too might be coupling up. I'm excited for B-Rocker. Love is a beautiful thing ^_^. Or should I say potential love?!? Yes.

My love boat should set sail in January, I cant wait. :)
Cant wait to be with you darling....

School shall be great!
Hahahahaha, yall though I was talking about a man.
Wrong!
Love messing with yall. :)