Luam Ne-Yo Submission

Love this vid. :)

Hiyah!

Hey anons (The random ppl reading my blog) :)
I'm sitting Indian style on my bed with the laptop my lap of course, eating white cheddar pop corn.. The death of braces -_- But that's not what I'm here to talk about. I just came back from a pretty awesome vacation and I'm excited! Wanna know why? Because if it's in God's will I'll be working at Radio Shack! :D Now before I went on vacation, I had an interview on a Wednesday and my vacay started on Friday.. I was a little sceptical about the interview because The guy was like "Why should I pick you out of the other 50 people that I've interviewed today"? I said something like; because I'm dedicated, trust worthy, responsible and I simply get the job done and I staired him dead in his eyes as he smiled and said I really think I'm the best girl for this job, I wont disappoint you. sn: He was weird and African and extra excited and extra weird but the interview was fun nonetheless lol. He shook my hand and told me that I'd be receiving a call on Friday for further information on the status of my employment. The same Friday i boarded the Amtrak train at 10:30ish lol I got the call but it was a missed call -_-. So I checked my voicemail and it was 1 new message but i couldn't hear it because i was in a bad signal area ;-( I heard bits and pieces of the message but i didn't understand what it was saying. I was on a verge of having a temper tantrum because i just couldn't lose this opportunity. Somehow the message was deleted *I was finished* I instantly came to the conclusion that I passed the first interview. But I didn't know who to call? I called Larry the manager of the Radio Shack in Forest ville but he was switched to a different store. I received the number to the store that he was at and he told me that i passed the interview and that i was to call the radio shack at Penn Station.. At this point i was like What The Heck! They were giving me the run around lol, I'm like Lord please provide me with this opportunity because you know what i need. So I call and ask for "Tony the manager" and I explain to him that I'm on the Amtrak train on my way out of town for a so called "Family emergency" and he tells me to take the time that i need and call him when I get back.


One week goes by..

I call scared that someone else who was available took my spot but those worries quickly came to an end :) All i need now is a background check and the job is mine <3 I'm so blessed and highly favored. All thanks goes to the man above.

I'm excited because this is the break I've been needing a JOB.

:)

on the Amtrak Train home.

On my way back home from vacation. 7 days of stress relief and FUN. Had a blast with one missing piece to the puzzle tho. Our time will come. :) I love you.

I LOVE & Miss YOU! YES YOU!

Britney Spears - Till The World Ends

This video gets me so hype! I jump up and down and head bang.. lol I adore Britney <3

....it is embedded in me to always try to make every situation better. Both helpful and harmful....:):(

Pondering..

Watching Toy Story 3 feeling some type of way.. :( I always think what if..

my heart's beating fast.

Lawd hammercy..

No matter what I do, I ALWAYS find you (or run into you).. LOL it's crazy because I'm just browsing tumblr and there you are.. The name seems familiar because You Use The SAME Name for EVERYTHING LOL and i'm like *hovers my mouse over your name and clicks* and BAM! It never fails.. Good to see that you're doing okay :) I could use a good laugh every now and again. I didnt follow tho.. Maybe in the near future.

God, I just broke down again.

I'm good now.. Being by myself isn't bad, summertime is around the corner and I can focus on building myself up. I've realized that I've tried to bulid too many people up and I'm worthy of those things myself. ;) sometimes you gotta smile to keep from crying. But I'm a water bag boo hoo hooooo. But Gods got my back. Blessed and favored.

These quotes have so much to do with my life right now.

"Consult not your fears but your hopes and your dreams. Think not about your frustrations, but about your unfulfilled potential. Concern yourself not with what you tried and failed in, but with what it is still possible for you to do."


- Pope John XXIII


"I've come to believe that all my past failure and frustration were actually laying
the foundation for the understandings that have created the new level of living I now enjoy.People who fail to achieve their goals usually get stopped by frustration. They allow frustration to keep them from taking the necessary actions that would support them in achieving their desire. You get through this roadblock by plowing through frustration, taking each setback as feedback you can learn from, and pushing ahead. I doubt you'll find many successful people who have not experienced this. All successful people learn that success is buried on the other side of frustration."


- Tony Robbins


"The most sacred place dwells within our heart, where dreams are born and secrets
sleep, a mystical refuge of darkness and light, fear and conquest, adventure and
discovery, challenge and transformation. Our heart speaks for our soul every moment
while we are alive. Listen... as the whispering beat repeats: be...gin, be...gin,
be...gin. It's really that simple. Just begin... again."

- Royce Addington

All over the place..

I always wonder if God looks down on me and thinks that I'm a failure beings that I've done more wrong then right in my 20 years of life. I've went around feeling bad for myself all the time. Not being able to talk to people about my feelings and then when I finally find the man of my dreams I go and mess things up.. With him thinking that everything that he's ever done was wrong when it wasn't.. How can you explain to one how sorry you are for hurting them for so long? from my experience you can't. They don't hear you when they're hurt, all they feel is pain. I wish pain was like a door that I could break through to explain to you how special you are to me, yourself and the world. You taught me things that i didn't know and things that I had no knowledge of. With you it was the little stuff that mattered. Times where I felt like I couldnt go on with my own life and you were there for me. I couldnt sleep without you but on some occasions I had too because of what ever the circumstances were at that time. What im saying is.. You're nothing short of Amazing. Don't sell yourself short, you have to be the one to believe that you are worthy of something great. If while with me you learned nothing just know that I Love You and I've always tried to lift you up and make you happy. I suffer everyday knowing that I was the one who bruised you for life. I dearly cherished the time, heart, soul and effort you put into me. You live in my heart, I continue to breathe because of God and second you. You were my blessing. my everything and still to this day I love you with all of my heart..

Love, Brittany..

Heavenly Father

With you I put all my trust, nothing can keep me from you. Prayer always works. I thank you for everything you've ever given me. You continue to bless me and I promise I won't complain anymore.