eyes low, mentally tired but physically amped.
sitting in indian style on my bed playing "Word Mole".
Beat about five levels but havent gotten past that yet..
I have some type of problem, which ive been aware of for a while.
Not sure exactly what it is but, i need to get pass this.
I've been contemplating enlisting in the miliarty but, thats a no go.
Too many ppl out here that i care for and I could'nt just leave.
commuting back and forth to school isnt gonna happen anymore.
I'm going further away to complete my college education.
it'll be for the best. i get to get away from my mother.
days like this makes me miss my dad.
like, even though he wasnt the father i needed, i would pretend and say little things like..
"Shoot, im going to stay with my father and you dont have to worry about me anymore".
so much for wishing huh? that would have never happened if my life depended on it.
it still made me feel better though.
I have so much to do, in what I feel like I dont have enough time to do it.
Here i go rambling on. After all these years i still dont know how to explain myself.
Shame on me, ha.
Anywho, this torch has a crampy little keyboard and typing too long on here has me throwing up gang signs. LOL
wont say goodnight but peace €€€and blessings.
