Monday, March 21, 2011

Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly.

Phill Wade @ Reggie Jamz - Jam Session 19

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Too many dudes expect women to have fat asses and not enough of you have Big D*cks...

Friday, March 18, 2011

The toughest part of letting go is realizing the other person already did.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

I don't want a perfect relationship. I just want someone who I can act silly with, someone who treats me well and loves being with me.

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

I aint gon lie I think you're the one, so let's fall asleep wit the moon and I greet you with the sun

Monday, March 7, 2011

A Woman That Knows Her Position Will NEVER Lose Her Place..

Sunday, March 6, 2011

"I don't have anything to regret at all in the past, except that I might've unintentionally hurt somebody else or something". - Jimi Hendrix

Saturday, March 5, 2011

Say a prayer for me as I'll do for you.

Just finished my poem "Love between LOVERS" and I'm suddenly sad.. Le sigh :( This poem took longer to write just because I had a lot flowing through my head. I'm pretty much stuck at a stand still. What am i to do I ask God? He'll show me the right away.. I'll just continue to pray on it..

Friday, March 4, 2011

Love between LOVERS

His heart is the immovable object
My love is the irresistible force
But what happens when those two meet
I’ll tell you
For about a week we peak
And then after that we become weak
Weak to each others touch
And softened by one another’s kiss
Yet I have never felt more whole than this
When I’m with him my heart doesn’t beat
My eyes don’t set past him
Afraid that some day I’ll pass him
And we won’t speak
So we text at three in the morning
Mourning those moments when we were apart
Know this, his immovable object
Formally known as a heart
Shall some day set upon another?
But what is this
Love between lovers
Never lust
Knowing that not to last long enough for a goodbye kiss
Painting his beauty knowing it not to last long
Singing with symphonies knowing never to match his hearts song
But I shall no longer allow this written love to prolong
I just know it will be a terrible day when this little piece of my heart is gone
These words I say to you
Before bidding you adue
Wishing only for another day after our last
Hoping he doesn’t forget our past.

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

All over the place dreams/thoughts

I love you. I often lust for you. Thinking and day dreaming of the way that you looked at me.. That smirk you had on your face ^_^ Your body hovering over mine while we both moaned with passion in our eyes.. a part of me felt free, even relieved, all because I loved you. I L is for the way you look at me, O is for the only one I see, V is very very Extra ordinary, E is even more than anyone that you'll adore, tehehe. You get it right?.. Me making love to you while whispering into your ear what I'd like for you to do to me next. You never decline. You've always been the type to take control. I love that. I orgasm ever so gently as you tell me that I'm who you want to spend the rest of your life with. ish like that gets me every time. I clinch my thighs tighter pulling you closer to me, mmm cum for me baby, yes I could be a lil rauncy. You kiss my fore head as if I was your daughter, gosh how I love for you to be my Daddy. Ha You do everything in your power to please me and you exceed my expections. my flow picks up and you take that as a challenge thrusting and pulling, biting and sucking the life out of me.. I say oh no not again but it's to late.. I submit to you yet again. You feel me, you trust me, you love me, you'd tell me you wanted to fuck me.. from time to time.. but it was always love. switching positions

wouldn't you like to know the rest? Shoot me too.. my mind jumped and idk what was really going on I just typed whatever was happening..

Monday, February 14, 2011

Instead of complaining about what I don't have ill be grateful for what I do have.. Its valentines day. Why cry over something unworthy. I'm finished and I'm going to enjoy my day regardless

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Seeing your face that night I couldn't even look at you. But I'm still melting from it.

Friday, February 11, 2011

Feeling good about you.

Last night. *snickers*
Last night was nothing short of amazing..
I wake up longing for whatever it is that you do to me.
Love at it's finest.
I never feel used with you.
If I'm used it's in the right way.
The tone in your voice or maybe the way you call me name.
What could it be?
Or is it just you.
I pray with you.
Eat with you.
talk to you.
walk with you.
sleep with you.
cry with you.
feel for you.
I'd kill for you. *a spider of course*
What I'm saying is that you give me reason to stay focused/sane.
Spirituality is what's most important to me.
You teach me.
I annoy you.
You correct me.
I joke around.
You put me in my place.
I sing loud and obnoxiously.
You become silent.
I never understand why.
Nonetheless, You love me with everything that I do. That's the way that it's suppose to be. Love through God can be so strong, and with him all things are possible. You never really know what love is until you find someone who can give you everything you NEED appose to what you want. And you do that for me without any reservations. I remember when you said we could never be friends well, lol You're officially my Best friend and I wouldn't trade you for the world! <3


Thursday, February 10, 2011

Granted

I've been a follower

For longer than I've been a lover of you
And if you think it's not long enough
to shake me
then you don't know me yet



I fall. Fast

That's the easy part

But I have trouble getting back up

And dusting off the sick feeling

that I get every time I think about

leaving here.



It's what I do best.
It's the one thing that drew us
together with picket fence dreams
and it's my one flaw
that you take for granted.



I take a lot of things for granted.

Loving, for example.



This is not the easy part
It takes so much more to stay
than to go
And I've been going for years now,
wandering and waiting
and calmly expecting change to happen
It always comes
rushing in like a bullhorn on full speed.



I'm always ready for the blow



I wish that I could say that this is it for me
I wish that I could keep my composure
when future plans come into play
I wish that I didn't think that everything
comes so easily
That I deserve everything that I want



I wish I didn't want so much



And that my bones didn't ache for sea sand





I'm jealous of the fixtures we've inherited
Mostly because
I want to feel the same salinity on my cheeks
and something other than snow on my eyelids







I still love. I still wish. I still dream.

I just do it in monotone these days.

And I don't mean to make you think

That it's all because I'm unhappy

Just know

That there is something in you that

Makes me say stay

That tells me I have no choice

But to root myself in you

And if you're here, so am I